I miss everything about you today. It sucks. I just want to be with you even though I know it's the worst decision in the world. When I found out you got a girlfriend I tried to act like I didn't care, but I do. I care so much that it's eating me up inside. Knowing that you're going to be right down the street from me in a day makes me sick. I want so badly to not care about you or about what we had, but right now it feels like I'll never stop caring.